In the beginning I disliked studying the meaning of terror. This was a sad obligation. However, I had discovered the existence of a wild conscience in the biggest part of the human brain, which generates mental illnesses that end up in terror.
I had to be able to fight absurdity without losing my human conscience. I also had to become more sensitive. When I was a young adult I was insensitive and cruel, but I couldn’t understand this hidden truth.
I related the knowledge given to me by the unconscious mind to the knowledge I could acquire with the experiences I had in life, and to the knowledge I could have by reading numerous scientific books about many different scientific fields. Everything was related, and everything confirmed the same truths.